daloo3at dandooona

This weekend has been eventful weekend for me…not good eventful...for the vast majority all of it.

Bs for some reason, instead of crumbling and breaking down like I’ve been getting used to lately, I didn’t. I sat myself down and realized that it has been doing me no good whatsoever. I realized that a day gone is a day never coming back, and I realized that it’s a shame to watch my life fade away into such pitiful memories.

Fa lma Thursday came and the weekend was giving me hint at how the rest of it would be like, I felt myself slowly slipping.

And when I woke up to a very unpleasant Friday morning, I thought to myself NO!! I will not wallow in self pity. I will not ruin my day. And even though I was in a completely crap mood, this post and your comments managed to transform my day into a good one ;**

Then I woke up to a very very very crappy Saturday, like you wouldn’t believe. To a Saturday that shattered that last sprinkle of optimism and flushed that last shred of hope down the toilet.

And that’s when I decided to make myself some promises. Some promises that I know I wont be able to fulfill straight away, but that I hope I will have enough willpower to accomplish.

So what did dandooona promise herself to do?


I WILL put myself first, before anybody.
I WILL NOT allow anybody to do so much as reduce the curvature of the smile on my face anymore.

I WILL be more bitchy to people.
I WILL NOT allow anyone to do so much as yhez sha3ra feeny anymore.

I WILL treat people the same way they treat me.
I WILL NOT be the better person anymore.

I WILL do whatever I damn well please.
I WILL NOT ath’3a6 3la nafsy for others anymore.

I WILL study harder and become a better doctor.
I WILL NOT allow that to occupy every last aspect of my life anymore.

I WILL do something new everyday.
I WILL NOT allow myself to settle for a killer routine that will serve nothing but kill every last talent in me anymore.

I WILL expect less and less from people.
I WILL NOT be disappointed by their behavior and attitude anymore.

I WILL be my only best freind.
I WILL NOT expect anyone else to support me anymore.

I WILL lose weight.
I WILL NOT be a person who is weak infront of food, out of all things.

I WILL live for myself.
I WILL NOT compromise for others anymore.

I WILL live alone…
if that means that I WILL NOT surround myself by hypocrites anymore.

I WILL trust my instincts.
I WILL NOT give people the benefit of doubt anymore.

I WILL lose faith in people.
I WILL NOT trust people so easily anymore.

I WILL come back to this post whenever I feel down.
I WILL NOT allow myself to back down on these promises.


Tadroon laish?

L2ana…


I WILL be daloo3at dandooona.

and

I WILL NOT allow anyone to take that away from me anymore! =D


“No one really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy”
-Unknown